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here thou mah spirit of christmas had gone to?

hy thou it left me with pain and misery?

hat thou i must do to have it back?

hom thou i have to go to, to help my spirit back?

oving is really a great feeling if one had felt it they’ll gone crazy.

ove is a fulfillment in life if love is missing there’ll be emptiness inside.

ove gives excitement and adventure… but sometimes

ove can be painful, love can really leave an emotional scar, a wound that only time can heal…

., at first it all seems so fine, so almost perfect and thought of that moment i could move on and start my life all over again after mah last one… i found out that after all between us there’s a secret behind all this… is he only using me or is he just truly inlove with me… but all possible things came into mah mind, thinking that love is unconditional but does it have to be being a martyr??? if love is powerful then its pulling way, way down coz weakness is gaining on me… i easily fall inlove with someone, player if you call it… people think im easy and cheap…. that’s what they think.. i maybe easy but not CHEAP!!! i have relationship, not just one but a few all at the same time…. i become very attached to guys.. but after all my KARMAS and mah mistakes… i’ve changed.. i’ve learned all from that….. people can change, does it all people change??? changes came into my life… then i met SJ the guy i love… i became stick to one… i did all for him… so sweet to him, caring… but all that changed when i found out his SECRET… "walang sekretong hindi nabubunyag…!" but despite all that im willing to love him, still welcome him into my life, even though he made mistakes like that… love trully conquers all even my PRIDE… mah message to him, " bhie, things can be different from now on but im willing to give mah heart, mah attention, mah thoughts… bhie you know i love you so much but if you dont feel the same way about me nemore… bhie just always remember that i will never forget you and you will always be mah bhabhieb0o_22…! i love you so much…!" thanks to all of mah friends who supports me and care for me.,.. i love you all! i just followed mah heart (hypothalamus)…! understand me guys…. i really love this guy… sana nga pumayag na lang meng makipaghiwalay siya sa girl na yun!!!  damn it!!!!

about me…

Im Mary ann Ordinado, as you all know im a very sensitive girl with high expectations in life… but im also sweet, thoughtful, friendly… and specially KYUT!!! i care for those who also cares for me, and to those people who hates me and curse me… i got one word to you!!! HELLO!!!

in real life  I really hate enemies… these are the people that I often think about… the revenge that they can do!! hahaha….. I fear…. so frightened….

what I frustrates alot well things that i don’t have, things that i can’t afford… material girl you say??? uhmmm… kindah… i dnt want to  sound so indenial, though it show namen dbeh??? yeah…

but i limit myself to things that are unnecessary to have…

and what i really frustrate alot are….  BOYS!!!!!  hehehe…. i don’t need to feel frustrated coz’ i have lots of them…  hahaha….  joke lang!!! but really… halata namen nah habulin dbeh??    hahahha…

habulin ng langaw at aso!!!  bwahahahahaha……

alam you guys im very excited sa sembreak natin saka sa OCTOBERFEST!!!!   

people people people!!!!  mustah namen dyen??? anong mga balita???

kainis nga eh… kc may sakit na namen meh….  bumalik kc yung UTI koh… i have an appointment after mah class… sana gumaling n meh…. guys i’ll be back ha!!! eat lng meh….

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this past few months…  ive been doin things that i knoe mah boyfriend would surely be pist off….  that moment its like i ddnt knoe what im doin…  i knoe i lied…  i betrayed the love that mah boyfriend has givin to me….  and noe that he knew already what’s been goin on, its like i the guilt has been drowing me… i hate mahself bec. although i knoe i love mah boyfriend very much..  still i did those kind of things… painful for him….  he didnt expect i would do that… its not intentionally but…  for some of you, u might think that its intentionally….  but please…  though i made mistakes like that such things….  SI TOTOY LANG ANG MAHAL KO…. do i still have the right to say that to him….. but im not bluffing…  i love him so dearly…

to mah friends… 

dont dare take advantage of your boyfriends…  the moments that you have together… the time u spent together… are forever that should be kept… u have to cherish it…..  treasure it…  NOW!!!  or FOREVER  hold u in peace……. hehehehe… (joek…)
but seriously, love should be in care…  not setting it aside…  we should always take those limitations…  respect one another….   give eachother some spaces once in a while….. risk is to be expected… love is not a game that when u lose, u give up, but what it  should be is when u lose u strive out for u to win the game… we should knoe how the game works… if u cant hadle a realationship, step out of it before ne1 gets hurt… sacrifice for one another is one of the things that partners should be in…  chances are realtionship last if partners work things out….

to mah BOYFRIEND…

i may have done things that u didnt approved of…  there maybe no trustin in me nemore….. there maybe doubts now….  i understand but there’s no way that in those time i didnt love you…  i told mah friends that if there’s brake-ups…  it will be mah fault not yours…  coz i knoe never would u be doin things that i may not like…  but even though i did unexpectedly things…. i’ll fight for you…  i’ll take the consequences…. i’ll do everything to win u back…  i’ll make sure that there will be love still in your heart for me…. trust…. the thing that u gave me… the thing that’s gone…. and will be coming back for a long time….. 
what should i do to win u back….  there should be no other person be involved…. if u want me still after all of this…. let us just be the only one to fix things up…. i dnt want nebody be involve…. not friends…  family….  etc….  pls.. (pagbigyan m nmn akoh… etoh lng… )  coz i dnt want ne connection  with him nemore…..