ive been a very bad girl poh :`(
Wednesday, July 20th, 2005/who
this past few months… ive been doin things that i knoe mah boyfriend would surely be pist off…. that moment its like i ddnt knoe what im doin… i knoe i lied… i betrayed the love that mah boyfriend has givin to me…. and noe that he knew already what’s been goin on, its like i the guilt has been drowing me… i hate mahself bec. although i knoe i love mah boyfriend very much.. still i did those kind of things… painful for him…. he didnt expect i would do that… its not intentionally but… for some of you, u might think that its intentionally…. but please… though i made mistakes like that such things…. SI TOTOY LANG ANG MAHAL KO…. do i still have the right to say that to him….. but im not bluffing… i love him so dearly…
to mah friends…
dont dare take advantage of your boyfriends… the moments that you have together… the time u spent together… are forever that should be kept… u have to cherish it….. treasure it… NOW!!! or FOREVER hold u in peace……. hehehehe… (joek…)
but seriously, love should be in care… not setting it aside… we should always take those limitations… respect one another…. give eachother some spaces once in a while….. risk is to be expected… love is not a game that when u lose, u give up, but what it should be is when u lose u strive out for u to win the game… we should knoe how the game works… if u cant hadle a realationship, step out of it before ne1 gets hurt… sacrifice for one another is one of the things that partners should be in… chances are realtionship last if partners work things out….
to mah BOYFRIEND…
i may have done things that u didnt approved of… there maybe no trustin in me nemore….. there maybe doubts now…. i understand but there’s no way that in those time i didnt love you… i told mah friends that if there’s brake-ups… it will be mah fault not yours… coz i knoe never would u be doin things that i may not like… but even though i did unexpectedly things…. i’ll fight for you… i’ll take the consequences…. i’ll do everything to win u back… i’ll make sure that there will be love still in your heart for me…. trust…. the thing that u gave me… the thing that’s gone…. and will be coming back for a long time…..
what should i do to win u back…. there should be no other person be involved…. if u want me still after all of this…. let us just be the only one to fix things up…. i dnt want nebody be involve…. not friends… family…. etc…. pls.. (pagbigyan m nmn akoh… etoh lng… ) coz i dnt want ne connection with him nemore…..
