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., at first it all seems so fine, so almost perfect and thought of that moment i could move on and start my life all over again after mah last one… i found out that after all between us there’s a secret behind all this… is he only using me or is he just truly inlove with me… but all possible things came into mah mind, thinking that love is unconditional but does it have to be being a martyr??? if love is powerful then its pulling way, way down coz weakness is gaining on me… i easily fall inlove with someone, player if you call it… people think im easy and cheap…. that’s what they think.. i maybe easy but not CHEAP!!! i have relationship, not just one but a few all at the same time…. i become very attached to guys.. but after all my KARMAS and mah mistakes… i’ve changed.. i’ve learned all from that….. people can change, does it all people change??? changes came into my life… then i met SJ the guy i love… i became stick to one… i did all for him… so sweet to him, caring… but all that changed when i found out his SECRET… "walang sekretong hindi nabubunyag…!" but despite all that im willing to love him, still welcome him into my life, even though he made mistakes like that… love trully conquers all even my PRIDE… mah message to him, " bhie, things can be different from now on but im willing to give mah heart, mah attention, mah thoughts… bhie you know i love you so much but if you dont feel the same way about me nemore… bhie just always remember that i will never forget you and you will always be mah bhabhieb0o_22…! i love you so much…!" thanks to all of mah friends who supports me and care for me.,.. i love you all! i just followed mah heart (hypothalamus)…! understand me guys…. i really love this guy… sana nga pumayag na lang meng makipaghiwalay siya sa girl na yun!!!  damn it!!!!